sadly, no

post

2009-06-27T19:17:00.002+08:00

whoa. long time no blog.
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went to indo with cik ogi's fam last week. the trip was like simply fabulous.
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- went to some damn scenic indo restaurant
- went to a hot spa, then went to the more private section
- using room service. haha that was cool. whatever you need(dinner,pizza,lasagna,extra bed, pillows etc...), just give us a ring....
- slacked in hotel room with mal
- shopping.
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I was done shopping after the first few hours, but spent many more waiting for kak nana and cik noreha to finish. I got myself like 3 polo shirts, a shirt, 4 shorts, which is for me, quite a lot. that was nothing compared to what they bought. the car was full with their bags, which was cool. haha.
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I think I'm gona stay in track and field. i love running too much. i just dunno how to tell the rug guys.
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The one month i spent training with SD was totally worth it. trainings were really so much tougher then i was used to. the people there were quite nice too. some in particular. I hope I'm allowed to remain with them, because I've really improved under coach tan. much like dunman high.ehem. If I do get to stay with them, I'l still be training with jurong. they'r my teamates. always will be.

SD training

2009-06-02T21:34:00.003+08:00

SO, SO FAR 3 sprint dynamic trainings.
wow, 3 trainings Ive been to and theyr really tough, especially today. I was tired just after warmup, which consisted of:
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2 rounds,
3 sets of 20 pushups
3 sets of calf pull
3 sets of 10 burpies
3 sets of lunges
3 sets of 20 dips
3 sets of high knees
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I couldnt raise my hands properly. and that was just warmup.
heres what I did for training
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5 sets of 4 30 meter sprints
2 sets of 3 300 meters
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I dont know about most runners, but that was tough for me. but fun. theres something about getting beaten again, again and again that makes me want to run more.
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I then went to talk to some random guy at the stadium about another random guy. leme quote a little.
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"did you know he doesnt like me?"
"he likes to bitch about people"
"my view is that he likes to add sugar and spice to the story"
"he used to produce results, but not anymore"
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I SINCERELY AGREE
those who know me know who I'm talking about.

track

2009-05-23T14:18:00.002+08:00

I am really fed up with that old man. Id really like to piss him off more, like to just go to rugby or train under another coach. haha. he was talking for like two hours sia. if i knew it was gona be that way I wouldnt have worn my jersey. I woulda brought a pillow.

the problem is me, according to him. blah blah blah im not dedicated, I go home late, i never study. i never go for training and such. then he kept pushing me to give in. I wasnt gona make too big a scene in front of the track team so i just shut up.

the thing is I did go for trainings. I did, and I know enough to know that there wasnt track training to begin with. 3 weeks wont do much to help runners.

every year they say more time will be given for track and field. Id like to see what happens this time. and this time I wont be around to be part of it.

sprint dynamic or rugby?

recent events part 2

2009-05-21T20:59:00.002+08:00

i cant stop thinking about her

shes not just picture perfect

shes perfect perfect!

haha

recent events

2009-05-21T20:17:00.003+08:00

long time no post, again. too busy. untill now that is.

oh damn I'm so happy!

i know its nothing much, i might still be practically nothing to her

but a long journey begins with a single step

one step at a time

I'm so cliche, but I dont care. i care about her

I went to send my bro for track training today. and guess what, Mr Nantha asked me to help out! its like a I'm a coach. cool huh.

I went around giving pointers on how to improve running technique, style and all, and it felt so wierd. and cool. once, when Ms lim said she wanted me to talk to the young athletes, like to give pointers, a few clapped. I felt so honoured. and when one cute boy interrupted me halfway,another small girl said to him, shut up! haha that was so cool.

I hope I can get into Sprint dynamic. Mr nantha said they were a superb team and that I can improve a lot under them, but the fees are like so steep. I had my email replied and it was like $80 dollars a month! i can buy a lot of stuff with that amount of money. besides, I'l have KhairulShah with me and another friend. well get owned by SD but at least wel improve. I still dunno, rugby sounds fun too.

lyrics,poem

2009-05-01T19:27:00.004+08:00

I Keep on tellin myself that I'm alright

But I know that this wasn't other times

When I let em' go and I was fine oh I can't lie

Cuz I never fell harder

I stopped when you started

arrived when you parted

, and now I'm stuck here

why did I listen to my inhibition, and run

when there was nowhere to go?

I turn the light off at night, When I start to cry

I don't wanna see my life passin by

I finally found someone who could open up my eyes

Now I know, You were the only one,

And now I'm the lonely one

Watchin the days go by

And I can't ever forgive myself

I think that I need some help

because, I'm afraid of love

J Rice - afraid of love.

out of my way

2009-05-01T09:48:00.001+08:00

fucking get out of my way man,

shes mine

wont post much

2009-04-26T18:52:00.001+08:00

havent been poasting much. havent got the luxury of time.

wont post much

2009-04-26T18:52:00.000+08:00

poem

2009-04-26T18:48:00.002+08:00

I look around

its only you I want to see

I dont know how Ive fallen so easily

they can point

they can laugh

I dont care coz its alright

so as long at the end of it all

Id have you by my side

4x100

2009-03-29T18:48:00.003+08:00

I never knew you cared,

no, not that much

though I won't let myself know,

I've already made up my mind

and I hope I won't disappoint

arguement

2009-03-21T15:01:00.000+08:00

Israel was a Biblical country . It does no longer exist. The argument that Jews have a right to a land they occupied 2,000 years ago and now occupied by another people is not only illegal but downright idiotic. The Zionists have a delusional sense of entitlement exactly akin to that of the Nazis

israeli politicians

2009-03-20T18:26:00.001+08:00

Being a good liar is the mark of a good israeli politician

which way SHOULD i go?

2009-03-20T18:18:00.003+08:00

which way should I go?

I could choose to go out with you, along with all the complications you bring. It wouldn't be fun, but it would be worth it.

I could choose to decline. I would avoid the entire mess but continue without you.

I just dont know

I know ive done wrong.
perhaps its best for the both of us...
if we just move on?

rnb list 23

2009-03-18T16:32:00.004+08:00

1) drew(of varsity) - sooner then later ♥♥♥
2) cassie ft p diddy - must be love ♥♥♥
3) Letoya luckett - she aint got shit on me ♥♥♥
4) dave young - shouldn't have to ♥♥♥
5) michealangelo - pick it up ♥♥♥
6) bayje - find a way ♥♥♥
7) hakim - all i got(cover) ♥♥♥
8) BoA - obsessed ♥♥♥
9) uknown - now youre gone(basshunters remix) ♥♥♥
10) joel - picture on the wall ♥♥♥
11) jared jones - i cant help it ♥♥♥
12) claude kelly ft usher (dj casanova remix) - i got you ♥♥♥
13) 112 - last to know ♥♥♥
14) jonessa - haunted ♥♥♥
15) marques houston - hang up ♥♥♥
16) rob(of one chance) - end of the world ♥♥♥
17) claude kelly - my everything ♥♥♥
18) jordyn taylor - dream you to life ♥♥♥
19) marie digby - breathing underwater ♥♥♥
20) jenny schoone - stop drop roll ♥♥♥
21) nikki - kill bill ♥♥♥
22) shawn desman - she's taking over ♥♥♥
23) timati ft snoop dog - groove on ♥♥♥
24) alissa mae - i just wana dance ♥♥♥
25) myah marie - hallucination(demo for rihanna) ♥♥♥
26) neyo - what i'm talking bowt ♥♥♥
27) solomon - hey ♥♥♥

poetry

2009-03-18T13:04:00.002+08:00

I thought that we could talk about whatever

Any problem that we had we'd always work it together

Did I say or is there something I've done wrong

I should know, but I don't, still I wanna make it better

If something's hurting you then girl let me know

If it's me then baby tell me

You don't have to ignore, you don't want this anymore

Just don't let me be the last to know

cultural night

2009-03-16T18:31:00.001+08:00

went to watch the culture night with the guys. too bad syazwan couldn't come though. got the box seats even though we were the last to arrive, haha. all in all I had a great time. too bad I lost my wallet in the process

you know I wont care about what people say

rnb list 22

2009-03-01T17:58:00.002+08:00

1) bow wow ft lil eddie - if only you knew ♥♥♥
2) drew(of varsity) - alive ♥♥♥
3) helen martins - be alone ♥♥♥
4) chrishan - dead ♥♥♥
5) monique spence - don't go ♥♥♥
6) james fauntelroy - after burner ♥♥♥
7) george nozuka - runaway ♥♥♥
8) lauran evans - dream awake ♥♥♥
9) jacobb latimore - walking on stars ♥♥♥
10) Joe D feat. Jennylie - can't stop the virus ♥♥
11) k-jay - gravity ♥♥♥

rnb list 21

2009-03-01T17:24:00.003+08:00

1) QT - im tryin ♥♥♥
2) claude kelly - waste my time ♥♥♥
3) rihanna - whipping my hair ♥♥
4) mary j.blige ft neyo - what love is ♥♥♥
5) james fauntelroy - fertilizer ♥♥
6) claude kelly - if I had you ♥♥♥
7) jason derulo - blink of an eye ♥♥♥
8) jesse - danger love ♥♥♥
9) faydee - never saw me coming(OH FINALLY) ♥♥♥
10) jesse - love is a ceasefire ♥♥
11) jessi malay - draw the line ♥♥♥
12) american yard - letting go ♥♥♥
13) janet leon - heartache on the dance floor ♥♥♥
14) usher - last to know ♥♥♥
15) beni benjiman - one of a kind ♥♥♥
14) martin kember - cant get her out of my heart ♥♥♥
16) lionel richie - im not okay ♥♥♥
17) beni benjiman - tryna get through ♥♥♥
18) jesse - did you mean to ♥♥
19) jesse - let this song cry ♥♥♥
20) lady gaga ft colby o donis, akon - just dance (steelo remix) ♥♥♥
21) decadeZ - rollercoaster ♥♥♥
22) dominic - creep mode ♥♥♥
23) james fauntelroy - fell in love ♥♥♥
24) redd hot ft bobby valentino - glide for me ♥♥♥

2009-02-28T14:09:00.004+08:00

no im not gona let the love of my life pass by

gona go up to her and tell the truth

because you know the heart dont lie

no more

will i let somebody get in the way

coz i have feelings bowt you

no she cant get in the way

coz my minds on you

this time im not backing down

coz youre the one girl

and the time is now

delirious

2009-02-22T17:58:00.002+08:00

hey over there what's your name

are you for real, is this a game

you start to smile

and I do the same

i look away but you remain

your eyes starin back at me

my heart starts to skip a beat

i pray that you'll never know

i've fallen and you look in my eyes

you make me delirious

that's when I start to fall

something serious

when you look in my eyes

you make me delirious

that's when I start to fall

something serious

Vistoso bosses - delirious

Need I say more?

poem

2009-02-21T15:17:00.003+08:00

my heart’s beating fast cos’ she awoke inside

the same feelings that I thought have died

I know its time to move on

I know I should say my feelings are gone

but theres still something I cant seem to find

A part of me I left behind

but there must be a reason it happened this way

but as long as you're happy I'm okay

rnb list 20

2009-02-21T14:02:00.002+08:00

1) neyo - nobody ♥♥
2) rubben staddard - together ♥♥♥
3) chantelle paige - you'l still be here ♥♥♥
4) neyo - waiting ♥♥♥
5) BiT - championship(demo for chris brown) ♥♥♥
6) korin deanna - mr ordinary ♥♥♥
7) claude kelly - shawdow of an angel ♥♥♥
8) BoA - I did it for love ♥♥♥
9) Corbin bleu - fear of flying ♥♥♥
10) channel7 - when you know 2 love ♥♥♥
11) frankie storm - i gota move ♥♥♥
12) jordin sparks ft chris brown - no air (sean davis remix) ♥♥♥
13) tenna torres - shiver ♥♥♥
14) chief wail - google me (not a nice song, i like the tittle) ♥
15) claude kelly - believe in love ♥♥♥
16) Darren B - cos your tune ♥♥♥
17) sway ft darren b - look after my girl ♥♥♥

poem (N.S)

2009-02-15T17:47:00.002+08:00

Its a moment I cant describe

Its a feeling I have inside

all the pain I keep inside

all the tears I cried

because I've found the one Ive been looking for

not that it matters, not anymore

Its the little things that you do

make me fall in love with you

(probably coz thats all for me you do)

and now every single day

i wanna take the time to say what i wanna say

I havent had the time to write poetry recently.

rnb list 19

2009-02-14T18:11:00.005+08:00

1) jimmy burney ft ravaughn - brainwashed ♥♥♥
2) chuka m - clue ♥♥♥
3) uknown - no more ♥♥♥
4) ahmir - halo(i dun rlly like slow jam, but this is nice) ♥♥♥
5) lukus simari - i beleve in love ♥♥♥
6) kesha - love ♥♥♥
7) trey songz - dont wana come down ♥♥♥
8) trey songz - takes time to love ♥♥♥
9) jeremy greene - get lost ♥♥♥
10) cj - one knee ♥♥♥
11) chief wakil - air ♥♥♥
12) pia toscano- sweet love ♥♥♥
13) ronnie lewis jr - someone to lean on ♥♥♥
14) razah ft rihanna - where do we go ♥♥♥'
15) ravaughn - play me a song ♥♥♥
16) james baum - locked in love ♥♥♥

I looked back at your old pics and remembered why i fell in love with you in the first place

rnb list 18

2009-02-07T12:47:00.004+08:00

1) claude kelly - the definition ♥♥♥
2) neyo - future in you ♥♥
3) 2 much - explosive ♥♥♥
4) qt - system overloaded ♥♥♥
5) edd holloway - set me free ♥♥♥
6) aj gil - running from love ♥♥♥
7) chantz kacey - trust in me ♥♥♥
8) vistoso bosses - delirious ♥♥♥

could have been longer, but I don't really like slow jam

poem (N.S)

2009-02-01T19:03:00.001+08:00

I think about you every night

You'll never guess what i keep inside

my feelings i cant forever hide

what am I to do?

rnb list 17

2009-01-27T13:48:00.003+08:00

1) lee carr - somebody help me ♥♥♥
2) casely - ripple ♥♥♥
3) chris brown - takes time to love ♥♥♥
4) keri hilson - control me ♥♥♥
5) lil bit - love ♥♥♥

its a short list, but a good one.

rnb list 16

2009-01-23T19:50:00.004+08:00

1) miguel - passing me by ♥♥♥
2) julia figuoera - worth the wait ♥♥♥
3) sam - untill ♥♥♥
4) randy - wait for you forever ♥♥♥
5) atl - take you home ♥♥♥
6) steven russel - manipulated ♥♥
8) claude kelly - gambler ♥♥♥
9) justin garner - breath again ♥♥♥
10) dani - safe ♥♥♥
11) d.brown - incomplete ♥♥♥
12) jodef hedinger - about being alone ♥♥♥
13) the dream - im not ok ♥♥♥
14) bobby - on my own ♥♥♥

oh what I would do to be able to live independantly from those fuckheads. the moment possible

rnb list 15

2009-01-18T16:24:00.004+08:00

1) claude kelly - heard to say ♥♥♥
2) claude kelly - last time ♥♥♥
3) mario - starlight(not a cover) ♥♥♥
4) the vamp - last time ♥♥♥
5) qt - back on the road ♥♥♥
6) ciara - i dont remember ♥♥♥
7) rell - untill ♥♥♥
8) darren b - run out of love ♥♥♥
9) j.minor - heartstop ♥♥♥
10) cyrus - what will it take ♥♥♥
11) brandy - bring it back ♥♥
12) O'ryan ft fabulous - do for you ♥♥♥
13) justin timberlake - bigger then the world(MUUST HAVE) ♥♥♥
14) jackie boyz - brave heart ♥♥♥
15) rihanna - like it ♥♥
16) trey songz - comefortable ♥♥♥
17) s.blaq - movie ♥♥♥
18) untittled - somebody ♥♥♥
19) rock city - dead end street ♥♥♥
20) letoya luckett - not anymore ♥♥♥
21) ciara - real luv ♥♥♥
22) neyo - all I can be is me ♥♥♥
23) jackie boyz - greatest lie ♥♥♥
24) junior - the show ♥♥♥
25) david mccrae - i dun wanna ♥♥♥
26) james fauntelroy - jumper ♥♥♥
27) jackie boyz - together ♥♥♥

israel

2009-01-17T21:15:00.002+08:00

remember the time when muslims gave you refuge?

when they gave you houses as you fled from portugal and spain?

they gave you money and land to build new synonouges

damn ungrateful parasites

I'm so happy I went to your house to pick up the keyboard. Yes, im happy about the keyboard but I'm also happy about what you told me

I thought I had my eyes opened

micheal heart - we will not go down

2009-01-15T16:27:00.003+08:00

1) micheal heart - will not go down ♥♥♥

A blinding flash of white light

Lit up the sky over Gaza tonight

People running for cover

Not knowing whether they're dead or alive

They came with their tanks and their planes

With ravaging fiery flames

And nothing remains

Just a voice rising up in the smoky haze

We will not go down

In the night,

without a fight

You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools

But our spirit will never die

We will not go down

In Gaza tonight

Women and children alike

Murdered and massacred night after night

While the so-called leaders of countries afar

Debated on who's wrong or right

But their powerless words were in vain

And the bombs fell down like acid rain

But through the tears and the blood and the pain

You can still hear that voice through the smoky haze

I do not hate israeli jewish. I hate the zionists

palestine-israel

2009-01-10T21:42:00.001+08:00

Isnt it sad to see the Real Jews got suffer from the Zionist Movement?
Isnt it sad to see the Zionist Movement using Israel as the platform to carry out crimes against the Palestinian People and other neighboring country?
Only time will tell, and it will come soon enough with this issue for the word to see it clearly.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kkj6Qd11eBs

takes only one and a half minutes to watch

rnb list 14

2009-01-10T20:51:00.003+08:00

1) martin krember ft rob allen - echo ♥♥♥
2) last night - sond-d-lyte ♥♥♥
3) london - trust me ♥♥♥
4) rock city - in the way ♥♥♥
5) lee carr - never meant 2 fall ♥♥♥
6) lil wayne - red rum( i dont usually like hip hop, but this ones quite good) ♥♥♥
7) james fauntelroy - crazy ♥♥♥
8) uknown - free fall ♥♥♥
9) shontelle ft akon - stuck to each other ♥♥♥
10) marina chello - sideline ♥♥♥
11) j.lourenzo - you are the one ♥♥♥
12) uknown - believer ♥♥♥
13) D.riley ft kardinal offshore - boom boom boom ♥♥♥
14) malay - remember ♥♥♥
15) j.o - fantasy ♥♥♥
16) lucy pearson - with you(cover) ♥♥♥
17) neyo - so gone in the head ♥♥♥
18) rihanna ft chris brown - bad girl ♥♥
19) james fauntelroy - allergic to you ♥♥
20) claude kelly - these are the signs ♥♥♥
21) claude kelly - get stupid ♥♥♥
22) git fresh - make you happy ♥♥♥
23) neyo - empty frames(one of the better neyo songs recently. most suck nowadays) ♥♥♥
24) brandy - here standing(VERY FAMILIAR TUNE. cant put a finger on it though) ♥♥♥
25) lemarvin - change my ways(ALSO A FAMILIAR TUNE. aaarh.) ♥♥♥
26) don shae - body language ♥♥♥

not looking for songs a whole week means a hell lot of songs. with a lot of songs, Im at liberty to not list the ones that arent nice and still have a long list.

poem

2009-01-08T17:50:00.003+08:00

the music was too loud

to hear the train coming

and you left me no way out

holding on to nothing

how could I be so wrong

in my feelings for you

how something so strong

easily broke into two

was I thinking of you?

2009-01-08T15:55:00.005+08:00

just like someone I know, she has a mole on her cheeks.

she speaks with a tone intonnation like someone I know

She talks a lot too

she has a mannerism just like someone I know

then it hit me. was I thinking about you?

I shouldn't have, but I can't help it.

If i knew what I'd do now

I wouldn't have let you go

but I didn't know you was right

I tried to tell you its over

but its probably not

you got a hook let it sink girl

and then tie the knot

so if you still care for me

then tell me... tell me

(varsity - right back where I started)

I'm still not sure if I'm happy going to see you again. I want to be, but I really dont know

holiday shopping

2009-01-03T21:12:00.002+08:00

1) one puma school shoe
2) one puma casual/street soccer shoe
3) topman jeans
4) topman pullover cardigan/very big V neck
5) one 8 GB sony mp4 with $95 headsets
6) one rather expensive adidas shirt
7) a polo tee for someone else
8) a lot of snacks

YOU MIGHT, you might think that with the amount of money i have spent over the holidays or around it, I'd have had enough.

but no, theres still so much that I want

1) polo tees
2) t shirts
3) more skinnies
4) belts
5) cardigan
6) belt
7) denim jeans
8) bag
9) jerseys
10) any one of those much hyped games

but I have to control myself. with more then a hundred bucks left, thatll be a little hard though

rnb list 13, poem (N.HZ)

2009-01-03T12:10:00.005+08:00

1) neyo - what you do ♥♥♥
2) dontae - be the one ♥♥
3) jeremy greene - my heart is paraylised ♥♥
4) dawn richard( of danity kane) - falls away ♥♥♥
5) jordin taylor - boomerang ♥♥♥
6) jon delay ft pen girls - one dance ♥♥
7) neyo - dont call here no more ♥♥
8) lim ( of jackie boys) - zero gravity ♥♥♥
9) james fauntelroy - steal the show ♥♥♥
10) jay shawn - crowded room ♥♥♥
11) zee kay - in denial ♥♥♥
12) razah - tell me ♥♥♥

I really dont like it when good rnb artists sell themselves to pop, beyonce, craig david, natasha bedingfield...etc. But as shawn desmand said, rnb aint dead, its just beginning. I hope he's right

with every new year, new very strict rules are implemented, but everyone knows that they'l just be forgotten sooner or later. also on the new year, i hope this years mainstream musics so much better then last year.

wonder why its hard to say
what wasnt just yesterday
back to the day when we were invincible
back when anything was possible

I wana feel like everythings still okay

when you look at me
lady,
invincible, invincible, we were invincible

rnb list 12

2009-01-01T18:17:00.003+08:00

1) lil eddie - the one that got away ♥♥♥
2) varsity - when you were mine ♥♥♥
3) taj jackson - i think of you ♥♥♥
4) ashe watson - the way that i loved you ♥♥♥
5) ashe watson - I will wait ♥♥♥
6) J holiday - fall - ♥♥
7) lemarvin - i see you ♥♥♥
8) metro city - ill front ya ♥♥♥
9) eshan - on our own ♥♥♥
10) cyrus - no 2nd chances ♥♥♥
11) claude kelly - echo ♥♥♥
12) chris santiago - time out ♥♥♥
13) corey latiff williams - feel good ♥♥♥
14) mario - dont walk away ♥♥♥
15) unique - take a ride ♥♥♥
16) andre meritt - fight for this love
17) claude kelly - cant complain ♥♥♥
18) atozzio - break up ♥♥♥
19) taj jackson ft martin krember - far from home ♥♥♥
20) taj jackson - better then me ♥♥♥
21) james baum - locked in love ♥♥♥

havent been posting much. gosh, its been one busy last week of holiday. shopping, shopping again and once more, sleepovers, bbq and chalet. its been fun.

claude kelly, tony braxton - melt(like an inceberg)

2008-12-29T12:31:00.002+08:00

claude kelly, toni braxton - melt

you make me melt
like an inceberg in the sea
youre doing things to me
that I never felt

now you should never say never
look whats happening to me
cause i said, id never let a woman/man take the lead
now im independant, baby youre all i need
wouldnt last a day, or an hour without you next to me

its a rather old song, but one of my favourites. like the beat, the lyrics....well everything

rnb list 11

2008-12-27T18:01:00.003+08:00

1) neyo - better today ♥♥
2) andre meritt - fight 4 this love ♥♥♥
3) shawn desman - let me down easy(DJ unique remix) ♥♥♥
4) frankie J - girl please dont go ♥♥♥
5) usher - take a ride ♥♥♥
6) atozzio - break up ♥♥♥
7) daphne - living a lie ♥♥♥
8) brandy - one thing ♥♥♥
9) taj jackson ft martin krember - so far from home ♥♥♥
10) the jam - today ♥♥♥

poem ( N.HZ)

2008-12-26T19:06:00.003+08:00

I never thought that I'd feel this way
All I've ever wanted was for love to stay

You know I hate to say it but you got me wrong
We've been going through with this for far too long
but now I know to who you belong...

someone else

rnb list 10 poem

2008-12-26T14:59:00.007+08:00

1) chrishan - nothing ♥♥♥
2) karjun - i swear ♥♥
3) Teairra mari ft pleasure P - hunt 4 you ♥♥
4) neyo - coke side of life ♥♥♥
5) sam salter - man in his spot ♥♥
6) tommy parker - empty street ♥♥♥
7) karl wolf ft snoop dog - triple r ♥♥
8) rozelle - gone away ♥♥
9) lil eddie - pandora's box ♥♥
10) mdott - a million ♥♥♥
11) marija - reflections ♥♥♥
12) brandy - keyed ♥♥♥
13) brandy - piano man ♥♥♥
14) brandy - the definition ♥♥♥
15) brandy - after the flood ♥♥♥
16) brandy - locked in love ♥♥♥

in short, almost her whole album. just came back with a topman skinny and 2 puma shoes. had fun.

poem(N.S)

2008-12-23T11:27:00.005+08:00

youre somebody whol be there
when i need someone to talk to
somebody not afraid to say
the way they feel about you

youre somone whol share my pain
someone I can run to
who i can turn to when it rains

someone who appreciates im there
someone who wants to share, show you care

wont be posting much. going overseas.

rnb list 9 and poem

2008-12-22T17:21:00.007+08:00

1) J.lyric - not enough ♥♥♥
2) digga - broken (new version)(theres also a 2008 version and the original, all same rating) ♥♥♥
3) uknown - bring your love back(sounds a lot like mario winan's i just wana know) ♥♥♥
4) jesse - bleed ♥♥♥
5) brutha - just being honest ♥♥♥
6) brutha - what if god (ignore the religous meaning and its nice) ♥♥♥
7) brutha - anymore ♥♥♥
8) uknown - keep moving ♥♥
9) aprl williams - jealous ♥♥♥
10) lil eddie - city of my heart(very very good song) ♥♥♥
11) neyo - so sick (nathan restyle)(old remix, just found) ♥♥♥
12) lil eddie - favourite ex ♥♥♥
13) rico davies - sorry ♥♥♥

I can see you sitting on the palm side sea

queen of the lake, or destiny

poem (N.HZ)

2008-12-22T14:32:00.004+08:00

if it wasn't for the problems would you still be with me,
if he wanted to start over would you get up and leave
if you had an option more would you be
with someone, someone, someone else

please be honest, be straight up just let me know
was I your rebound on a low
a crutch a, step a stool for you
the one to help you get through

is it my imagination or is what I'm feelin true
If you could have your way would it be mine, just me and you

I was right,wasnt I?

rnb list 8

2008-12-22T10:27:00.005+08:00

1) cassie - fragile heart ♥♥♥
2) cenwoo - listen to your heart(hiphop remix) ♥♥♥
3) izzo - listen to your heart ♥♥
4) chrishan - love ♥♥
5) ahmir ft k.sparks - closer remix ♥♥
6) range - price of love ♥♥
7) jared lee - away ♥♥♥
8) varsity - lost and found ♥♥♥
9) sirach - if you know ♥♥
10) UTN1 - while we can (iraqi band) ♥♥
11) cassie - is it you ♥♥♥

great live performances

2008-12-21T20:36:00.003+08:00

Many artists or bands, like kate perry and linkin park have major trouble trying to perform well live. Few others however, do live well. Here are some examples

1) MUSE - invincible(at wembley stadium)
2) MUSE - hysteria(also at wembley stadium)
3) brandy - right here( tyra banks show)
4) craig david ft sting - rise and fall(top of pop performance)
5) craig david - unbelievable

brandy

2008-12-21T20:01:00.003+08:00

I am really loving brandy's newer songs from her most recent album, human. like one after another, all her songs are so nice. freedom, after the flood, torn down and the best one, right here. after four long years. her songs are just fabulous.

And its not just her album. her live performances are great too. Once, very soon after she released right here and sung it, she had some problem with the earphones that were meant to drown out audiences's noise, and didnt perform well. She apologised. You dont see many artists do that. espeacially kate perry, her live performances hurt my ears. she is so overrated, and you do not see perry apologising for a bad performance. she should just lip-synch like britney. besides, shes so much prettier then kate perry.

her performance on the tyra banks show was masterclass. just too bad the mike quality couldn't have been better.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8Fiojo6UXc&feature=related

rnb list 7

2008-12-21T18:07:00.006+08:00

1) martin krember ft taj jackson - so wrong ♥♥♥
2) claude kelly - your lies ♥♥♥
3) J-co - can i ♥♥♥
4) uknown - hold on ♥♥♥
5) ironik ft digga - save a little love ♥♥♥

6) claude kelly - shadow of an angel ♥♥♥

I cant catch my breath
coz you take it away
the writer in town
could not find words to say

7) hani - wait forever ♥♥♥

8) inessa - mad ♥♥

9) darren martyn - what am I gona do ♥♥♥

R kelly i believe

2008-12-21T16:35:00.001+08:00

I know R kelly's i believe in tribute for obamas been out for a long time and its beenn getting a lot of good publicity, and it came out wayy before i started this blog, but I just thought I should ignore it totally on my blog. So if you haven't checked it out, you don't know what youre missing. its a great song.

short 'poem (N HZ)

2008-12-19T09:29:00.004+08:00

look at the state of me,
Im so in agony

left here, broken

you said youd never leave
look what youve done to me

rnb list 6

2008-12-19T09:15:00.009+08:00

1) james fauntelroy - heated ♥♥♥
2) neyo - mad ♥♥
3) drake murphy - miracle girl ♥♥♥
4) brandy - freedom ♥♥♥
5) uknown - when you learn to love ♥♥♥ (really, the bands name is uknown)
6) kai holmes - SOS ♥♥♥
7) jack knight - strong ♥♥♥
8) sadiq - outta control ♥♥♥
9) brutha - like this ♥♥♥
10) uknown - love you ♥♥
11) lonnie - quickly ♥♥♥ ( written for brandy and john legend)
12) lonnie - read the stars ♥♥♥
13) wynter gordon - surveilance ♥♥♥
14) jazmine sullivan ft the dream, trey songz, busta rhymes and gorrila zoe - bust your windows(remix) ♥♥♥
15) charlie wilson - jump in ♥♥♥ (produced by james fauntleroy)
16) jordyn tarlor - strong ♥♥♥
16) martin krember ft tj jackson - so wrong ♥♥♥

Found quite a lot of nice songs this time. enjoy

how something so strong easily broke in two

rnb list 5

2008-12-18T20:13:00.003+08:00

Songs of the moment

1) rozelle - my star ♥♥♥
2) tim benson - reconsider ♥♥
3) range - resuscitate ♥♥♥
4) dominique & darius - forever lover ♥♥
5) jre riley - now I know ♥♥
6) lee carr - rain ♥♥♥
7) r.kelly ft taio cruz - she knows it ♥♥♥
8) jordan omley - auto tune ♥♥♥

Couldn't find many nice songs this time. thats the list anyway

its kinda hard to say
that my feelings ve changed
but I cant look away

I guess we in too deep
and now im losing sleep

acapella departed voicemail

2008-12-17T15:08:00.001+08:00

whoa. I found this really nice cover voicemail of brandy's departed. I was so taken aback I had to listen twice to make sure I heard what I thought I was hearing. FABULOUS. heres a link

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ONZQmGyfFLQ&fmt=18

list 4 rnb and foreign music

2008-12-17T14:05:00.007+08:00

Found a quite a lot of nice songs today. enjoy

1) cristian alexanda feat lil rizky - everything about you ♥♥♥
2) brian - tell me what its like ♥♥♥
3) brian - what goes around comes around cover( just too bad its so short) ♥♥♥
4) brian - but goodbye ♥♥♥
5) taj jackson - wait for you(cover) ♥♥
6) emmany - a star ♥♥
7) 2bough - never leave you(german song, would have been nicer without chipmunk) ♥♥
8) lomaticc Ft sunny brown, baba khan - slip and fall(3/4 english, 1/4 punjabi.I'm not prejudiced) ♥♥♥
9)lomaticc - dont tell me ♥♥♥
10) lil rain - der erste blick(german song)

whoa. I accidentally click on a foreign language song and it was so nice. one thing leads to another I guess, and found like 3 to 4 more. enjoy

i came across lomaticc's songs by accident. glad I did, because his songs while still rnbs rifferent. Dont know how to describe it, just different

list 3 and electronica

2008-12-16T19:10:00.007+08:00

well, heres another list of ten in my opinion, nice songs

1) karl wolf - crazy girl ♥♥♥
2) karl wolf - superhuman cover ♥♥♥
3) j-lyric - let it go ♥♥♥
4) brutha - revelation ♥♥♥
5) duane - i know ♥♥♥
6) justin garner - open heart ♥♥♥
7 ) cristian alexanda - wont let you go ♥♥♥
8) range - love wont hurt you ♥♥♥
9) mario brown - under the influence ♥♥♥
10) claude kelly - hold you tonight ♥♥♥
11) Dusouth - run away ♥♥
12) dontae - lost without your love ♥♥
13) dontae - give love another chance ♥♥♥
14) atozzio - i quit ♥♥♥
15) lil rain - adore you ♥♥♥

well Ive been a little lazy to check for really new songs, but I can promise you all of the songs above were made and released within this six months.

I heard rumours that cristian alexanda's burmese. oh, that man'll be pleased.

I usually hate electronica, but some time ago my cousin gave me the song crimewave by crystal castles, and I actually liked it. I changed my mind about electronica and well..... yet to find another electronica song I like. It's a start, though.

lost without your love

list 2

2008-12-15T15:46:00.002+08:00

These are some of my most favourite songs of all time.

1) brutha - afraid of love ♥♥♥
2) vibekingz feat K.young - save a little room ♥♥♥
3) vibekingz feat maliq - this letter ♥♥♥
4) b5 - incredible ♥♥♥
5) varsity - let her go ♥♥♥
6) varsity(or NLT) not sure - vanished ♥♥♥
7) NLT - that girl(blueice remix) ♥♥♥
8) BEP ft justin timberlake - where is the love ♥♥♥
9) blue - one love.( wow this was like the 90s) ♥♥♥
10) claude kelly ft toni braxton - melt ♥♥♥

a certain someone

2008-12-15T02:50:00.000+08:00

I will not be used only as last resort.
I will not be taken advantage of.

I do not wish to speak to you

list 1 and james fauntelroy

2008-12-15T02:36:00.002+08:00

some nice songs I found

Good or bad for some, most of my songs are RnB

NOT in ANY order

1) jeremy greene - superhuman ♥♥♥
2) james fauntelroy - know you ♥♥♥
3) claude kelly - gravity ♥♥♥
4) christopher - run ♥♥♥
5) EMD - alone ♥♥♥
6) mishon - shes how i start my day ♥♥♥
7) james fauntelroy - guardian man ♥♥♥
8) day 26 - favourite girl ♥♥♥
9) james fauntelroy - alone ♥♥♥

Too bad most of us never get to hear enough about these artists. hope that readers, if any like them.

Not many people know that james fauntelroy, produced the song superhuman, sung by keri hilson featuring chris brown. Personally, i prefer fauntelroy's version. I didn't like how keri hilson sung the song.

Oh by the way on song 9, james fauntelroy sings to a "he". thats coz he's a demo artist, producer, whatever. It's obviously meant for a female singer to use. Also, song number 5 was written and produced by fauntelroy, but I prefer EMD's version.

And yes, james fauntelroy is one of my favourite artists.

I was almost through,
But then I ran into you
I'm just so glad I know you

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2008-12-11T22:21:00.001+08:00

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